BRAD SUCKS : OTHER MISC. LYRICS
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These are lyrics to demos that may be on the next
album or songs that got left behind.

BAD SIGN

i was laying on the floor when you were gone
like it was something i could die from
now my head aches and your friends all think i’m dumb
you said it’s just a bit of bad blood

i don’t feel great but it doesn’t bother me
because i don’t have the energy
and the x-ray doesn’t tell me anything
or show me what the hell you see in me

all my time has turned to days
that i will waste till my dying day
and all my bones have realigned
and now i guess it was a bad sign

i was praying to the lord for some fun
but i guess he didn’t have some
and betraying everything that i’d become
just to prove it wasn’t true love

if i’m too late will you come and hurry me
like a kid among the dying leaves
if my heart breaks will you drug and carry me
where we can talk about our chemistry

all my time has turned to days
that i will waste till my dying day
and when i tried i was ashamed
and said i don’t believe in saving face
and all my clothes are still inside
and broken up into little piles
and all my bones have realigned
and now i guess it was a bad sign
now i guess it was a bad sign
and now i guess it was a bad sign

FAKE IT

if we can make it up every day i’ll have you know i’ve got nothing to hide
if it’s the same with you i’ll be on my way out to something that i like

i can’t explain the changes in my patience lately or decide
i can’t explain the changes in my patience lately all right

it it so hard to fake it
is it so hard to fake it
is it so hard to take your own advice
is it so hard

ooh and i got something that you can’t treat
modern science says it can’t be
and every morning when i can’t sleep
i’ll be yelling out that i can’t breathe and i wonder why

i can’t explain the changes in my patience lately or decide
i can’t explain the changes in my patience lately all right

it it so hard to fake it
is it so hard to fake it
is it so hard to take your own advice
is it so hard

it’s safe to say that it’s the state i was found in
my heart’s an idiot my head is pounding

GASOLINE

every time we disagree
there’s a place you go to
because i drove you there

well i took more than i could take
i went underground
and i got carried away

put my hand on the gasoline
then i’m gone where i can be seen no more

you said you remembered how it used to be
and then i awoke
a buried homebody

the doctor says i could face the day
when you’re not around
but there ain’t no place i’m safe

put my hand on the gasoline
then i’m gone where i can be seen no more

CERTAIN DEATH

okay so you’re feeling all alone
i heard it on the radio
in a broadcast from the sky

someday i’m gonna rock the boat
and i’m gonna wanna know
why it’s a great day to be outside

keep me up with your emotions at night
then you can shoot me down over the ocean and sigh

certain death
haven’t had the heart to yet
maybe by the time we meet
you can recognize a change in me
baby, certain death
haven’t had the chance to yet
maybe by the time we meet
you can recognize a change in me

i could count the times that it crossed my mind
sick in bed and dying
from something i don’t have
and will never have

and your best friends won’t be your friends anymore
won’t pretend anymore to let you down or try

keep me up with your emotions at night
then you can
shoot me down over the ocean and sigh

certain death
haven’t had the heart to yet
maybe by the time we meet
you can recognize a change in me
baby, certain death
haven’t had the chance to yet
maybe by the time we meet
you can recognize a change in me

TOTAL BREAKDOWN

realize realize
we can always
we can always get by without it
and then i
saw a sign saw a sign
that i know i
that i already tried to doubt it
without it

telling me telling me
that i might as well give it up again
you’re gonna do what you want
every night every night
living with a girlfriend on the verge of a total breakdown

you and i you and i
baby i just
i just don’t wanna talk about it
and then it’s
if you mind if you mind
maybe i’ll just
maybe i’ll write a song about it

telling me telling me
that i might as well give it up again
you’re gonna do what you want
every night every night
living with a girlfriend on the verge of a total breakdown

UNDERSTOOD BY YOUR DAD

in a maze of bodybags
looking around for a
reason to breathe again

at the time i was fine
i said i don’t wanna fight
until the morning is here again

when the sun is up we should come out at night
it’s such a normal day we should go outside

don’t you know
the lengths i will go
to be anyone that you wish i would

don’t you know
the lengths i will go
to be understood by your dad

he could get in my face with a ball and a chain
i could show him the blood pumping straight to my brain

YOU’RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE

drunk and losing ground
broken up and down
the only way i’ve found
to shake your body free

i’ve got what it takes
to help you make mistakes
to put you through a phase
that’s harder than it seems

i’m not saying anything
you haven’t heard before
no one’s gonna wait for you
to wake up anymore
changing all your scenery
saying you don’t care
but you’re not going anywhere
yeah

spending all your days
frozen in your place
rearrange your face
to ways you better be

having not enough
you’ll never measure up
the alcohol and drugs
are better off in me

DROPPING OUT OF SCHOOL

bell rung honey i wanna run
cause they don’t say that i am the nicest and
such a nice day to be on the main stay
class skipping and violence and
ordinarily it’s scary
baby i don’t feel so very good
like you say i should

feeling so excited it’s the best thing that i’ve ever found
(talking down do you)
feeling suicidal there’s not a chance i’ll be coming around
(dropping out of school)

i’ll take a shot but i thought
that you didn’t really have any more of your secrets
and you can plan but you won’t understand
when the teachers come and jump you at recess and
stomach’s turning books are burning
i found better things than learning
yeah i ain’t going again unless you hold my hand

WE’RE NOT FRIENDS

things have changed
but i swear i feel the same
you’ve been losing up a storm
since you were born

pulled out the car crash
with a switch blade and a knife
and i know there’s something strange
about your life

since you’re not around
i don’t have to let you down
i can’t say i mind at all
honey we’re not friends

something expired and
girlfriends and liars and
people coming out
just to shake my hand

oh i think you know
we’re gonna have to let you go
if there’s a reason i don’t know
if i understand

THERE’S SOMETHING WRONG

it seems a little strange
but i just can’t explain
why i’m tearing out a page
and then i’m sending it out over the ocean

and i’ve been feeling down lately
ever since i met you baby
people say i’m acting crazy
they think i’m over-emotional

yeah there’s something wrong
in my mind yeah (x3)
well now everybody says it’s funny
but i can’t say it seems very funny to me

people come and go
and i know now that you know
that the noises in my throat
say i’ll take however long that it takes me

i can’t understand
why i need to be your man
i had the perfect plan
but right now i guess it all escapes me

EVERYTHING IS GREAT

i was driving home after dark
i crashed and wrecked my car
now i’m just staying
on the highway waiting for something new

i tried to reverse the trend
i tried not hate my friends
but they’ve been changing
it’s no surprise that i’ve been changing too

when nothing seems to go your way
you barely make it through the day
just be happy that it’s over for now
and everything is great

it follows me wherever i go
like a song on the radio
in a jealous rage and
talking to myself instead of you

if there’s a message to my songs
it’s that it’s easy to be wrong
when you feel strange and
sometimes i feel like complaining too

if you think that you’ve got problems
have you ever even tried to solve them
if you’re overwhelmed with emotion
throw yourself into the ocean
if you wish that you were dead
put it out your stupid head
you should stay in bed